I Saw His Face

Bipolar, Depression, Family, IED, PTSD, Suicide, Uncategorized 0 Minutes

I’m trying to write again, it’s been very difficult. Things aren’t the same anymore. It’s not like when William died, this time I died. I have no memory, nothing at all. I don’t know how I got separated from the people I was with.

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I'm a widow. I found my twin light, my husband, William, at 7:58am, on August 26, 2013. I reached above him to turn the overhead light on and when I looked down, I was standing in his blood. I started CPR, but he was gun shot to the head, so he was already dead. We were newlyweds. I suffer from bipolar I, PTSD, IED, among other things. Shortly afterwards, I was brutally raped, left for dead. My daughter is estranged from me and my family has given up on me.. I struggle everyday trying to be normal, not to disappoint someone. To be a person my daughter will call mom again and be proud. This is my life...

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