My husband committed suicide
Today would have been my husband, William’s, 55th birthday. He hated surprises and parties, but a good home cooked meal with fried okra and meatloaf was good for him, Throw in some macaroni and cheese or my potato salad and deviled eggs and him and E would barely let me get them to the table, […]
Read More HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM!!!I am doing something that I never dreamed possible and no one else cares. I’m alone. Really? I have a daughter, 2 sisters, a brother and both parents are still alive. You’d never know. I’m sorry that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my family. I wish I did. The kind that makes […]
Read More What Did You Do???AARP, can you believe I finally got THAT piece of mail, lol. I’ll be 55. I can live in a nice 55 plus communities. Maybe set up a retreat with tiny houses. Find some property and startup LnFound. I am grateful for all my many blessings. Be with survivors and help them heal. Thank you […]
Read More AARP…Hey everyone! It’s been a while since I’ve written. So much is going on in my head. 2019 brought it to 6 years in August. My daughter still hasn’t spoken to me. Her Aunts, father and Grandmothers and Grandfathers, have pretty much hung me out to dry. I think if there was one thing I […]
Read More Happy St Patrick’s Day! Do Overs…Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by. […]
Read More The Arraignment…Sunday NightWell its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was […]
Read More Suicide Eve…William, I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me, I forgive you for every cute smile I’ve missed. I forgive you for the disagreements, then the makeups you made us Miss. I forgive you for all the books I haven’t read. I forgive you for my Broken heart. I forgive you for my soul […]
Read More I FORGIVE YOU WILLIAM…I remember asking him. Honey are we okay.? Are we going to be okay? Emma was going to be in college and we would have the house to ourselves…Everything has been taken care of…
Read More Are We Ok???Please call me. I miss you. Pinkie swear… Love, Mammie
Read More Dear Boogs;