Today would have been my husband, William’s, 55th birthday. He hated surprises and parties, but a good home cooked meal with fried okra and meatloaf was good for him, Throw in some macaroni and cheese or my potato salad and deviled eggs and him and E would barely let me get them to the table, […]
Read More HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM!!!Please follow me on my new blog. Looking for my old readers for any comments or suggestions….
Read More LnFound.wordpress.comI was on the trolley, on my way back from National City. Resting my eyes, it’s been along day. Immediately, a man appeared In a fuzzy light. As I got closer to the vision, I recognized William. He still had the same smile that melted mine and “many” girls hearts. I told him ho much […]
Read More Retrograde??? I OMG, now I know…Happy birthday to me, Lmao. I turned 55 on July 4th. It was a bit surreal. Nothing what I thought it would be. But nonetheless I am thankful. I couldn’t always say that and mean it. Decisións to be made and memories to make.
Read More Happy 55th Birthday!!!Well I never thought I’d be alone. I believed William and I would be together for a at least 30 or 40 years. His suicide, my mental illness and then add trauma. I lost my best friend that morning in August 2013. I lost my little girl too. She hasn’t spoken to me in over […]
Read More My 55th birthday…I am doing something that I never dreamed possible and no one else cares. I’m alone. Really? I have a daughter, 2 sisters, a brother and both parents are still alive. You’d never know. I’m sorry that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my family. I wish I did. The kind that makes […]
Read More What Did You Do???AARP, can you believe I finally got THAT piece of mail, lol. I’ll be 55. I can live in a nice 55 plus communities. Maybe set up a retreat with tiny houses. Find some property and startup LnFound. I am grateful for all my many blessings. Be with survivors and help them heal. Thank you […]
Read More AARP…Hey everyone! It’s been a while since I’ve written. So much is going on in my head. 2019 brought it to 6 years in August. My daughter still hasn’t spoken to me. Her Aunts, father and Grandmothers and Grandfathers, have pretty much hung me out to dry. I think if there was one thing I […]
Read More Happy St Patrick’s Day! Do Overs…Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by. […]
Read More The Arraignment…Sunday NightWell its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was […]
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