Today would have been my husband, William’s, 55th birthday. He hated surprises and parties, but a good home cooked meal with fried okra and meatloaf was good for him, Throw in some macaroni and cheese or my potato salad and deviled eggs and him and E would barely let me get them to the table, […]


Happy 55th Birthday!!!

Happy birthday to me, Lmao. I turned 55 on July 4th. It was a bit surreal. Nothing what I thought it would be. But nonetheless I am thankful. I couldn’t always say that and mean it. Decisións to be made and memories to make.

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My 55th birthday…

Well I never thought I’d be alone. I believed William and I would be together for a at least 30 or 40 years. His suicide, my mental illness and then add trauma. I lost my best friend that morning in August 2013. I lost my little girl too. She hasn’t spoken to me in over […]

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What Did You Do???

I am doing something that I never dreamed possible and no one else cares. I’m alone. Really? I have a daughter, 2 sisters, a brother and both parents are still alive. You’d never know. I’m sorry that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my family. I wish I did. The kind that makes […]

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AARP, can you believe I finally got THAT piece of mail, lol. I’ll be 55. I can live in a nice 55 plus communities. Maybe set up a retreat with tiny houses. Find some property and startup LnFound. I am grateful for all my many blessings. Be with survivors and help them heal. Thank you […]

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The Arraignment…Sunday Night

Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by. […]

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Suicide Eve…

Well its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was […]

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