Chapter ???
Well I got it again. It’s called moving fever I think lol. No, this was unexpected, but it was a pleasant surprise. Advertisements Continue reading Chapter ???
Category: Suicide
Am I Dreaming???
I am trying not to be negative, be supportive, try to listen carefully, not think my way is the only way! I’ve seen and done quite a bit in my life, but today I’m being tested.I barely slept last night due to NO HEAT. It was 66 in the hall, but inside my apartment it was 60. This was the start of my day. The … Continue reading Am I Dreaming???
Today…
Today I went to one of several appointments. I went early believe it or not. My appointment was at 11 I got there at 9. I didn’t know what to expect I wanted to make sure I was in the right place. The girl who let me in the door was very nice. Very young and happy her whole life ahead of her. There to … Continue reading Today…
Advocate…
I don’t understand coming or going half the time, but I have a lot of advocates. I don’t know why I’m not able to communicate well with people anymore. I seem to have a little patience, as if I had any to start with. Being bipolar and manic at that, and not medicated I should say, I think I’ve done pretty well not to have … Continue reading Advocate…
Today, I Will Have My Answers…
As it happens I have a short term memory problem. This came into play when I was asked by Bari to be her wingman Halloween 2014. William had been gone slightly over a year. I had not been OUT since then. The sound I heard that morning? I lost 95% of the hearing in my left ear. That is for another day…anyway that noise. I’d … Continue reading Today, I Will Have My Answers…
What Now???
So what do you do when you’ve tried everything else? I’m moving AGAIN. I’ve moved 10 times, including being homeless and the 2 months in jail. Today of all days I’m doing it again. Today is the day William was buried. Our 5th wedding anniversary would be October 27th this year. Five years! And the only person I could tell everything to is gone. My … Continue reading What Now???
I’m Lost,Will I Be Found???
Forever & Always… Continue reading I’m Lost,Will I Be Found???
After Time…
Hey, it’s me again. I’m at least going a month at a time now. I’m still with my roommate or as we say, life partner. We’re not together, as far as a sexual relationship. I find myself, at times, forgetting that part, lol. He’s true and true. We have been working on a new business. We’re trying to advertise his creations by imprinted on buttons, … Continue reading After Time…
REALLY Living Without Him…
Always and Forever… Continue reading REALLY Living Without Him…
I’m Beginning To Believe…
I can’t believe I haven’t written in so long. This relationship I’m in has me spinning in a million directions. I get up to put on a pot of coffee on to end up in a fight over something that came way out of left field. The answer to all my problems; GO BACK HOME, where I came from-NC. My Meds are screwed up and … Continue reading I’m Beginning To Believe…
