Tag: uncatagorized
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I’m Going To Be A Grandmother!!!
“Hello Expecting Mother! I want you to know Emma I’m here for you. I would love to see you before the baby gets here and be there when you deliver. I’ll do whatever you need. I love ❤️ you and congratulations to you and your husband. Sending positive vibes to all of you! Emma let’s […]
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Jack Of All Trades… “A jack of all trades and a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.” Oh this makes my day!
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Gloomy Weather…
It’s been windy and cloudy, some sun. Not enough to put your suit on and layout on the beach, at least not this chick. I guess I’m just going to come straight out and tell you guys I’ve been on a date. It was ok. I didn’t die. Neither did they, lol. I’m ready to […]
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Nine Days…
Well, I managed to get from the coast of NC to the coast of CA. Both in the southern parts of the states. I now live in San Diego, CA. Who would have ever believed it in January of 2012, when William walked into my life again, after not seeing him since our 20 year […]
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Forever & Always
Tomorrow will be 16 months since William shot himself. Tomorrow the server will go down for the business that he owned for over 30 years. These past few weeks have been very emotional for me. I’ve lost the first birthday present he ever bought me. I found the card and I can’t find the necklace. […]
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Right never wrong…
Today I was talking to my roommate. I finally got to see my all my test results from when I was in the hospital. I found that one test showed I had a STD. Well, I find this funny since I have been with anyone since William. So, I read up on it and it […]
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I’m Shocked
My daughter is 19, but her father owes back child support, which was explained to me the other day. Well, E’s father has been telling her it’s hers. Which I always had thought of it that way too. But the way it was explain to me is he’s paying arrears, things that I’ve already paid […]
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Thinking About Everything…
I look back on the past year and it has been a nightmare. Losing William, now the rape, my family, even my daughter. I feel as if I have no one to turn to anymore. Everyone has their own life. I have to deal with mine. I’m on my own now. I can’t count on […]
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Can Anyone Help Me?
You know I ask that very question often. I had people tell me I really need deep therapy. I fired the therapist I had. I had text after I got my new phone and she called me. All she really said was that she didn’t really handle this type of situation. I told her that […]
Living Without Him 