Tag: Bopolar

• I’m Going To Be A Grandmother!!!

  

  “Hello Expecting Mother! I want you to know Emma I’m here for you. I would love to see you before the baby gets here and be there when you deliver. I’ll do whatever you need. I love ❤️ you and congratulations to you and your husband. Sending positive vibes to all of you! Emma let’s […]

  Cica

  February 2, 2022

  Bipolar, Customers Are Always Right, Depression, Dual Diagnosis, Family, Homeless, IED, My Rainman, Other, Pandemic, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, Suicide, Travel, Uncategorized

  Bi-po, Bipolar, bipolar. ptsd, Bopolar, BPD, customer, depession, Depression, Everything…, Family, Famiy, IED, Mental Illness, Messed Up, misc, p, Pandemic, Personality Disorder, pride in being of service, PTSD, PTSDD, Rape, Respect, Suicide, suiside, Travel, uncatagorized, Uncategorized, Uncatergorized, uncatorgarize, work

• Jack Of All Trades… “A jack of all trades and a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.” Oh this makes my day!

  Cica

  January 28, 2022

  Depression, Homeless, IED, Pandemic

  Bi-po, Bipolar, bipolar. ptsd, Bopolar, depession, Depression, Everything…, Family, Famiy, IED, Mental Illness, Messed Up, misc, Personality Disorder, PTSD, PTSDD, Rape, sexual assault, Suicide, uncatagorized, Uncategorized, Uncatergorized

• The End Of Our Time…

  As I look around and see empty spaces, apartments, businesses and even parking spaces, something I never could have imagined, what does it all mean? My prospective on life has changed, even down to the things I learned in church as a little girl. I believe this was all meant to be a lesson from […]

  Cica

  March 3, 2021

  Bad Experience, Bipolar, Depression, Dual Diagnosis, Family, Homeless, IED, Other, Pandemic, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, Suicide, Travel, Uncategorized

  Bi-po, Bipolar, Bopolar, Depression, Family, IED, Mental Illness, misc, Personality Disorder, PTSD, Rape, sexual assault, Suicide, Uncategorized

• This Time…

  

  I find myself alone again, maybe the first time since I moved to California. This month is very emotional for me. This is August. The 12th was Miss E’s bday, the 16th my daddy’s. Then the dreaded 26th. That day all over again. My new beau seems to understand at moments. I believe he just […]

  Cica

  August 18, 2015

  Bipolar, Depression, Family, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, Suicide

  Bipolar, Bopolar, Depression, Family, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, sexual assault, Suicide

• Nine Days…

  Well, I managed to get from the coast of NC to the coast of CA. Both in the southern parts of the states. I now live in San Diego, CA. Who would have ever believed it in January of 2012, when William walked into my life again, after not seeing him since our 20 year […]

  Cica

  March 28, 2015

  Bipolar, Depression, Family, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, Suicide

  Bipolar, Bopolar, depession, Depression, Family, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, sexual assault, Suicide, uncatagorized

• Forever & Always

  Tomorrow will be 16 months since William shot himself. Tomorrow the server will go down for the business that he owned for over 30 years. These past few weeks have been very emotional for me. I’ve lost the first birthday present he ever bought me. I found the card and I can’t find the necklace. […]

  Cica

  February 26, 2015

  Bipolar, Depression, Family, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, PTSD, Rape, Suicide

  Bipolar, bipolar. ptsd, Bopolar, depession, Depression, Famiy, IED, Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family, Rape, Suicide, uncatagorized

• Struggling…

  Didn’t sleep well. Up at 3 am. Matchbox 20 that’s kinda funny. Just going through the motions today. Coach, my new roommate gets off at 4 and he’s going to take me to get get somethings and to the grocery store. He’s a pretty cool old man. Been on the phone with my primary Dr […]

  Cica

  October 16, 2014

  Bipolar, Depression, Family, IED, PTSD, Suicide, Uncategorized

  Bopolar, Depression, Family, IED, PTSD, Suicide