What Did You Do???

I am doing something that I never dreamed possible and no one else cares. I’m alone. Really? I have a daughter, 2 sisters, a brother and both parents are still alive. You’d never know. I’m sorry that I don’t have that kind of relationship with my family. I wish I did. The kind that makes […]

AARP…

AARP, can you believe I finally got THAT piece of mail, lol. I’ll be 55. I can live in a nice 55 plus communities. Maybe set up a retreat with tiny houses. Find some property and startup LnFound. I am grateful for all my many blessings. Be with survivors and help them heal. Thank you […]

Happy St Patrick’s Day! Do Overs…

Hey everyone! It’s been a while since I’ve written. So much is going on in my head. 2019 brought it to 6 years in August. My daughter still hasn’t spoken to me. Her Aunts, father and Grandmothers and Grandfathers, have pretty much hung me out to dry. I think if there was one thing I […]

The Arraignment…Sunday Night

Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by. […]

Suicide Eve…

Well its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was […]

I FORGIVE YOU WILLIAM…

William, I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me, I forgive you for every cute smile I’ve missed. I forgive you for the disagreements, then the makeups you made us Miss. I forgive you for all the books I haven’t read. I forgive you for my Broken heart. I forgive you for my soul […]

My Soul Is Fractured…

Chapter ???

Well I got it again. It’s called moving fever I think lol. No, this was unexpected, but it was a pleasant surprise.

Am I Dreaming???

I am trying not to be negative, be supportive, try to listen carefully, not think my way is the only way! I’ve seen and done quite a bit in my life, but today I’m being tested.I barely slept last night due to NO HEAT. It was 66 in the hall, but inside my apartment it […]

Today…

Today I went to one of several appointments. I went early believe it or not. My appointment was at 11 I got there at 9. I didn’t know what to expect I wanted to make sure I was in the right place. The girl who let me in the door was very nice. Very young […]