Category: Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family
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The New Generation…
These are my godkids, Cameron (3) and Ellie (2). They amaze me every moment I get to spend with them. I’m grateful for being included in their lives. They live in Sacramento, California and I’m in San Diego, California. I just spent almost 2 weeks Sacramento and then we all drove back to San Diego. […]
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I’m Going To Be A Grandmother!!!
“Hello Expecting Mother! I want you to know Emma I’m here for you. I would love to see you before the baby gets here and be there when you deliver. I’ll do whatever you need. I love ❤️ you and congratulations to you and your husband. Sending positive vibes to all of you! Emma let’s […]
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T-Mobile Money IS NOT CUSTOMER FRIENDLY!!!
The difference in a bank and T-Mobile Money is that a bank you can walk in, ask for personal help, deposit funds without fees and you are made aware of holds out on funds and when they are available. There are so many things they don’t do. Customer Service is my main issue and that […]
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The End Of Our Time…
As I look around and see empty spaces, apartments, businesses and even parking spaces, something I never could have imagined, what does it all mean? My prospective on life has changed, even down to the things I learned in church as a little girl. I believe this was all meant to be a lesson from […]
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57 Years Ago Today…
Today is January 15, 2021 and on this date 57 years ago, William Bryant Ferrell was born in Summerville, South Carolina. It’s on the way to Charleston. January 15, 1964 he came into this world. He was the light of his mother’s eyes and someone who became the provider. He was a millionaire by the […]
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Amtrak and Me…
Well, let’s just say that it seemed so childish this New Years Day trip from Sacramento back to San Diego. I’ve been at my godsons family’s place, whom I call Jennifer. There is Jen, Cameron and Miss Ellie oh and we can’t forget the other men of this beautiful, yet sometimes a little whacky, who […]
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United we stand, divided we fall…
For some reason I needed to write in my old blog today. I’ve been having a lot of conversations about death and dying lately. Finding 2 young men near San Bernardino, California, hanging from a limbs has made breaking news. As with all the whispers of people scared to even say how they feel. This […]
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Retrograde??? I OMG, now I know…
I was on the trolley, on my way back from National City. Resting my eyes, it’s been along day. Immediately, a man appeared In a fuzzy light. As I got closer to the vision, I recognized William. He still had the same smile that melted mine and “many” girls hearts. I told him ho much […]
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Happy 55th Birthday!!!
Happy birthday to me, Lmao. I turned 55 on July 4th. It was a bit surreal. Nothing what I thought it would be. But nonetheless I am thankful. I couldn’t always say that and mean it. Decisións to be made and memories to make.
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My 55th birthday…
Well I never thought I’d be alone. I believed William and I would be together for a at least 30 or 40 years. His suicide, my mental illness and then add trauma. I lost my best friend that morning in August 2013. I lost my little girl too. She hasn’t spoken to me in over […]
Living Without Him 