Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by….
Category: Personality Disorder, PTSD, IED, Bipolar, Suicide, Family
Suicide Eve…
Well its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was…
I FORGIVE YOU WILLIAM…
William, I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me, I forgive you for every cute smile I’ve missed. I forgive you for the disagreements, then the makeups you made us Miss. I forgive you for all the books I haven’t read. I forgive you for my Broken heart. I forgive you for my soul…
Chapter ???
Well I got it again. It’s called moving fever I think lol. No, this was unexpected, but it was a pleasant surprise.
Am I Dreaming???
I am trying not to be negative, be supportive, try to listen carefully, not think my way is the only way! I’ve seen and done quite a bit in my life, but today I’m being tested.I barely slept last night due to NO HEAT. It was 66 in the hall, but inside my apartment it…
Merry Christmas…
I used to love Christmas, but this year I don’t like it anymore. It’s just another day. I know it’s Jesus’s birthday and I’m happy that he died for our sins. But I don’t like this holiday. People are just fake. No one cares about anybody but themselves. It’s unbelievable to me the people treat…
I’m Lost,Will I Be Found???
Forever & Always…
