Happy St Patrick’s Day! Do Overs…

Hey everyone! It’s been a while since I’ve written. So much is going on in my head. 2019 brought it to 6 years in August. My daughter still hasn’t spoken to me. Her Aunts, father and Grandmothers and Grandfathers, have pretty much hung me out to dry. I think if there was one thing I […]

I FORGIVE YOU WILLIAM…

William, I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me, I forgive you for every cute smile I’ve missed. I forgive you for the disagreements, then the makeups you made us Miss. I forgive you for all the books I haven’t read. I forgive you for my Broken heart. I forgive you for my soul […]

My Soul Is Fractured…

Chapter ???

Well I got it again. It’s called moving fever I think lol. No, this was unexpected, but it was a pleasant surprise.

Am I Dreaming???

I am trying not to be negative, be supportive, try to listen carefully, not think my way is the only way! I’ve seen and done quite a bit in my life, but today I’m being tested.I barely slept last night due to NO HEAT. It was 66 in the hall, but inside my apartment it […]

Today…

Today I went to one of several appointments. I went early believe it or not. My appointment was at 11 I got there at 9. I didn’t know what to expect I wanted to make sure I was in the right place. The girl who let me in the door was very nice. Very young […]

Advocate…

I don’t understand coming or going half the time, but I have a lot of advocates. I don’t know why I’m not able to communicate well with people anymore. I seem to have a little patience, as if I had any to start with. Being bipolar and manic at that, and not medicated I should […]

Merry Christmas…

I used to love Christmas, but this year I don’t like it anymore. It’s just another day. I know it’s Jesus’s birthday and I’m happy that he died for our sins. But I don’t like this holiday. People are just fake. No one cares about anybody but themselves. It’s unbelievable to me the people treat […]