HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM!!!

Today would have been my husband, William’s, 55th birthday. He hated surprises and parties, but a good home cooked meal with fried okra and meatloaf was good for him, Throw in some macaroni and cheese or my potato salad and deviled eggs and him and E would barely let me get them to the table,…

The Arraignment…Sunday Night

Putting off packing. Got lost going to dispensary, lol. Wrong trolley. I got there when I should have though. Spent $40 on bud and a vape. Should be interesting to see if they say anything. I am praying for a peaceful and safe trip. Need to wash clothes and eat. Lynton and Linda came by….

Suicide Eve…

Well its just a short few hours. It will be 5 years. 5 years ago that William, my best friend, my husband took his life. That beautiful summer morning at 7:58 a.m. it was the last thing I was thinking about. We had just made love I was getting ready to cook breakfast. He was…

I FORGIVE YOU WILLIAM…

William, I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me, I forgive you for every cute smile I’ve missed. I forgive you for the disagreements, then the makeups you made us Miss. I forgive you for all the books I haven’t read. I forgive you for my Broken heart. I forgive you for my soul…

Are We Ok???

I remember asking him. Honey are we okay.? Are we going to be okay? Emma was going to be in college and we would have the house to ourselves…Everything has been taken care of…

Dear Boogs;

Please call me. I miss you. Pinkie swear… Love, Mammie

Mother’s Day 2018

I never really have been one for Mother’s Day. My sister and my mother really get along much better than my mother and I do. I don’t seem to be the one anybody calls anymore. I got up this morning and I had a note from my mom wishing me a happy Mother’s Day. Well, not…

Chapter ???

Well I got it again. It’s called moving fever I think lol. No, this was unexpected, but it was a pleasant surprise.

Am I Dreaming???

I am trying not to be negative, be supportive, try to listen carefully, not think my way is the only way! I’ve seen and done quite a bit in my life, but today I’m being tested.I barely slept last night due to NO HEAT. It was 66 in the hall, but inside my apartment it…